It's been a looooong time since i posted an entry in this blog. Well... Everything's not the same like last time. Blogs used to be the 'in-thing' where everybody will 'link' and 'tag' each other. And it was when having pretty and outstanding blog layout is a must in the blog world. Haha but now its deemed as something old-fashioned. Well not to me i guess. I still find blogger as a place for me to rant out my feelings and emotions. But its just that i do it to myself now. Not many reads my blog nowadays. Haha

So umm let's talk about my life. 

So far it has been doing quite well for me. I'm on a good and bad term with School. Having great companions in school is the best thing that i ever had. I remember when i first got into poly, i struggled a bit when it comes to making new friends. But now, i'm having fun! :) However, the academic part of school is not really giving me the bestest time so far. I just checked my daily grade for P10. And i got 2 Cs. One is because of lack of participation in class and the other is poor team work. Seriously i find the faci's grading is a bit absurd sometimes. Their judgments are sometimes wrong. And because of that we had to face a sucky grade. 

We had a relief faci for Health and Wellness and i seriously dont like her at all. She was acting soo bitchy that i feel like giving her a face. I hope she'll not be reliefing us when sch reopens. 

I'm expecting a drop in my GPA this sem. Hais I seriously want to end this school life. People might say that i will regret saying that but i dont know i'm just too worn out. 

Enough about school. I really hope i can do better in the future insya allah. :)

Let's move on to my personal life ....

I've been single for a veryyyy long time and i actually forgot how to fall in love. I used to be very social with guys last time but not anymore now. Self-esteem maybe? Idk. The last time i was in relationship was like eons years ago. (k exaggerating, haha) but yeah and i dont really consider it as a relationship cuz to me its more of a puppy love or some might call it Cinta Monyet. Lol The so called 'ex-bf' is now happily attached to a lovely girl. As for me, i'm still stuck with me, myself and i. Lol

I'm okay with being single but looking at my age and both my sisters (one getting married and the other getting engaged) makes me wanna be in a relationship so badly (not desperate tho) Its just the pressure that i'm scared i cant handle. Uncles and aunties will be approaching me sooner or later asking about my love life and i have no answers for them. Sigh

There Are guys who wants to get to close to me but i find them annoying? Idk. One thing about guys approaching you in the cyber world, we cant exactly know whether they are sincere or not. There are guys who will PM me and left me hanging. Like seriously? -.- 

I dont wanna be the one who makes the first moves so i leave it to them. If they are really sincere then they shall know what to do. And um, i dont know about the others but i have the principle of guys should be the one that confess their feelings first rather than the girls. Those guys whom i knew have been indirectly showing their feelings but they just dont confess. And the waits sometimes kills. Maybe they are afraid of rejections but.. idk. Hais

I shall wait for the right man to come at the right time. & Insya allah the time will come. I want him to be the first and the last for me. Chey!

Haha What am i doing? Getting soo mushy and emotional at 4 in the morning! Hahaha

Alrights its really a long post and i think i better turn in now 'else i wont be able to wake up for subuh.

toodles!

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