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Hi, my name is Mardhiana. Yana for short, 21 years old and counting. :) Liya Eqa Nana Keiky Rusda June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 Layout is coded by Cia, Blog / Blogskins. Inspirations from Bloodcast. Banner by The Fading Night |
Friends are a blessing Saturday, January 14, 2012 @ 8:35 PM I hate being a crybaby! It shows that i'm weak. But i cant control that habit of mine. -.- Today was my UT practical. My first station was to do 'Changeover'. I didnt manage to even climb up because my prusik chord didnt bite. I took 10 mins just to figure out how to solve. In the end i only got 2 marks for that which is out of 10 marks. I was being an emotional wreck. After i keyed in my marks, i went over to my friends and bawl myself out. Was damn embarrassing but the pipe just wont stop. Calmed myself down and went to the next stations. Saw my friends and cried again. Ugh! I really am thankful that i have great friends around me to rely on. They were soo sweet for trying all sorts of ways to make me feel better. Their non stop consoling made me teary and touched. So, i managed to pass the 2 remaining stations but overall, i missed 1 mark to qualify for a Just Pass. Hais. I was feeling sooo down through out the day. I think my mentor noticed it. When i was leaving the ALC, he approached me and asked how i did for the test, and me being me, i broke down in front of him. That part i damn paiseh alrd. He consoled me of course. I felt a bit better. My journey back home wasnt that great also. Kept thinking about it. Teared a bit when i was closing my eyes. hopefully nobody noticed my swollen eyes. Hais How am i gonna face my faci now. I let him down. But ultimately i let myself down too. :'( I deserved this. Now i need to put my head up and look forward. Lets do this yana! |